"A bit too Much..."©

© Timothy Haynes Photography, 2018.

A bit too much for you and a bit too much for me,

- but being just a bit too much is all I can you see.

- I'm either over-flowing in a way that's too exciting,

- or I'm dull and drab and dark and so much less enticing.

- but it's hard to be too much in life, and it's hard to be too less.

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For when I'm less I second guess and feel myself depressing, and when I'm too much I don't slow down to think what I'm expressing.

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I let it go and ride the waves, seeing where it takes me, feeling free and happy as if not a thing could break me.

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And then I crash and lose my cool, there's nothing there to save me,

from my never-ending thoughts, they work so hard to cave me,

feeling off me everyday its almost like they crave me...

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they hate me, but they need me, 'cause without me,

what would they be?

© Tara Nichol, 2018.